Been  doing ok this month. Here it is another end to another month. How fast theses years go by. ..Did get in to see dermatologist . He had me come right back in the next week to get biopsy of this rash i have.. He chose the one under my arm. I have three stitches right now. Waiting on the answer  as to what is causing it . have it all on right side of body.Under left arm, left breast and finger on left hand...He said it was being sent to some of the best doctors. And would know in a week. I am very curious !! As are 4 doctors. They are wondering why just on left side ? And usually do not hurt , except the ones underside of my arm when they get swelled up. Never spreads. Not went away with different medications and creams. So will be glad to know too.He told me that they will know just what the cause is. even its a medication. So am looking forward to that.

 November is going to be a busy month. I am having eye surgery on the 17 th. So have pre-op etc again. just hoping i don't have to go off any medication..I won't be put out all the way. So thinking maybe not ?? But to help blood clot ?? I might . does taking cataracts out cause bleeding ? Don't know. Guess i will find out. I can't back out of this surgery. My eyes are bad and i would lose my driving rights.

Still dealing with my father in law. things have gotten much worse with him. I may go in everyday for a while. Just to feed him one meal .. Government has cut budget , so more employees have been let go, might not have enough to feed him. I noticed on his birthday he was too weak to feed himself. I am not sure if its medication ?? How do you decide end of life decisions for someone ? Since i have pain  I want him to have any pain medication he needs. But is it end of Parkinson's causing this ?? Or the pain medication ? Because ! I keep up on latest information on Parkinson's and this is very much a part of it. He slobbers so much, fixed stare, doesn't have any face expressions, doesn't talk to me now. I use to talk a lot. Keep his mind as sharp as i could. Talk about the past and places he and his wife had been. Things he saw in his lifetime. But now ! He doesn't say anything. He is fixed/ridged and can't turn his head in any direction. I don't know what to do at this point ? Had his sister  bothering me about the medication he is on . she would take him off everything if she could. And i won't do that. It makes her angry and me nervous.  Told Floyd maybe he needed a family  meeting about it. Now it seem's i can't talk to dad (FIL) to ask what he wants me to do..Maybe !! I just need to talk to his doctor..

Don't spend as much time with him now. He doesn't act like he really knows i am there. I will go at feeding time . So i can at least do that for him.